2020 part 1

Dear Readers, I apologize for being gone. But I'm back again and here to talk about 2020.

2020 has been a very strange and hectic year. For me the year is alright. I finally got into my dream school, Paseo. I met some new friends, of course in 2020, before the Covid-19 outbreak. I even have a boyfriend now. Although I can say I'm not as childish now emotionally or academically. But I do like to try and maintain a childlike wonder by watching shows for children. Like Steven Universe and She-Ra, although both of those series are over now. I'll still always have a fondness for them . I even have a boyfriend now, but that still doesn't change the mess that is 2020.

First we almost had WWIII. Then the wildfires started happened, followed by the death of Kobe Bryant and Covid-19. Covid-19 changed a lot of things for a lot of people. Canceled a lot of events people were looking forward to this summer. Vacations, Pride parades, even graduations. It even canceled school, which was kind of cool for me. Then after school ended, shit hit the fan. LQBTQ+  members were getting ready for Pridefall. Then, the name George Floyd hit news everywhere. It created outrage worldwide, a justifiable outrage. They did the only thing that they could do in that moment, they took to the road and began to protest. I was outraged when I heard about the murder of George Floyd and started signing petitions and educating myself on the many other innocent blacks who were taken way too early. But I felt that still wasn't enough.

So, a friend and I started talking and we found out there was a protest in our state in a week or so. We just needed a plan and permission to go. Although, of course since we're only highschoolers, we're underage and we assumed we wouldn't be able to. Then an idea stuck my mind. 'What if we made a protest closer to us instead?' That's when I started planning and researching many things, but I couldn't figure out where to have the protest. So, I went to TikTok and made a TikTok asking where I should discuss my plan. The answer I was given was discord. Then I asked TikTok for a name, but I don't think I got an answer yet.

Anyway, if you want to read more about the BLM movement from me, here's a link: https://weheartit.com/articles/346569322-2020-part-1-the-blm-movement

My counseling for an incident

Hello world,
Its me again. I'm so sorry I haven't posted in a while, because I didn't know what to write about. To tell everyone about. But I have decided to write about this. At school, I stabbed someone with a pencil, because I got bullied for a while and when I stabbed Devin Cuevas, I didn't try to calm myself or find my inner cool. I've talked about stress, but I didn't even try to follow my own advice for stress. I stabbed him with a pencil because someone from my last school told everyone in my SNAP class, that I dated a 3rd grader as a dare for a full day. And I got bullied for it for a full 2 weeks. So then when he walked in the hall I couldn't take anyone anymore, so I thought of him as Victor bulling me for 2 weeks and stabbed him. But now I going to a counselor to relieve stress and keep me calm.

The way I get stressed Part 2 Summer Edition

The way I get stressed in the summertime is still seeing my dad, seeing my grandparents from my mom's side for a week, the wedding I just went to in Wichita, talking to my friend Kaylin over the phone, signing up for a new school for 7th grade, and other normal summer activity.
Even though Lowanta left before the end of the school year. I still worry about her being in the next school I go to. I just hope, she doesn't. And since the visit in Wichita for the wedding everyone on moms side thinks I like Tyler my cousins best friend. Ill admit it I like him but only a little slim chance.

How to get rid of stress

How do I and others get rid of stress? You are probably asking this question right now in your head. The way I get rid of stress is doing the things I love to do for fun. Or have a day of relaxing. But we all have different ways of getting rid of stress. The good or the bad we will get rid of stress every time. No matter what gets in our way! Or I have a good old girls night out 🍕🍕🍕. When I'm stressed I can't sleep. So try to get better from your stress. Because if you can't sleep you have no energy for the next day.

The way I get stressed so much

The way I get stressed so much is because my mom and my stepdad; chores, my friends, going to 7th grade soon, school drama, making A's in class, seeing my dad(that i haven't seen for 1 month still), and YouTube. But I don't want to make this blog all about me but also about anyone else out there in the blogging world. What is making you stressed out??  The reason i get stressed about my friends is because sometimes my relationship with my friends change and now you're made fun of being to skinny, fat, being fake(being friends with someone and talk about you when you're not around) and other rude things. The reason I get stressed about school drama is because there is a certain person who starts all the drama around anyone her name is Lowanta Smith she is my ENEMY she'll be my friend over my dead body. The reason I get stressed about my dad and haven't seen him sense for a month because my parents are divorced.

 Im typing this blog in school where lowanta also is with her squad here to. I sit in front of my crush, next to someone in lowanta's squad but she was my friend first, and my crush sits next to another person in lowanta's squad but there my friends too. To be honest all her squad are my friends too.. The drama is typical  that she makes a small thing the biggest news for the 6 graders. Well most of the drama is started by her but some is 5th grade drama 1% is 5th drama 99% is lowanta's drama.